Sometimes its just unlucky i guess. I got stung by bees like 2nd time in a week. This time was worst, 4 stings and its more painful compared to the last. The fact that i got stung again and again, i feel that i may have developed phobia of going outfield and walking around close terrain.
Just hope tommorow this kind of things would not happen again.
- What Luck!!
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reikenn- April 3rd, 20:48
- Criticising Brings you Nowhere
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- reikenn
- March 31st, 18:58
Sometimes, some people just don't know their limits. They had forgotten something, we are suppose to work together but this is not happening. There is a lot of sarcastic remarks going around, it just makes people angry and pissed. The funny thing is that i think that guy actually know that we are talking about him and he just don't care.
To me everyone has their good and bad. Yes, they may be good at some skills or maybe they are lucky on that day, but don't forget, you maybe fat or balding or maybe you have alot of freckles on your face. You may be handsome and very sociable but you may suck at certain areas in life. Everyone is not perfect.
After coming back from Tekong, i found out i had really learn alot. I learned that when you start to dislike a person, you will find all the ways and means to find fault in him. Just hope Ex. Wildcat and Hunter i could change, if not i guess i would have difficulty working with those people in Lancer when teamwork is the key.
- Crazy guys or Endurance?
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- reikenn
- March 20th, 21:56
i just witness a bunch of guys i used to call crazy. They are the commandos in my platoon. They had just done about 2 hrs of static PT and its really damn crazy. Maybe i could use something like "using their sweat to mop the floor" to describe it.
Maybe thats how they train up their never die spirit. One of the commando actually bashed 4+ km with the GPMG in hi-pod position (the sling broke halfway thru the mission). He could carry the 11kg weapon and walked 4+km in hi-pod position. He also injured his knee halfway tru the 32km and he managed to continue to finish the walk. In between, he helped his fellow platoon mate carry the field pack for 8km. HE ACTUALLY WALKED 8km WITH 2 FIELD PACK. I really respect him a lot.
Its time for me to wake up my idea. The always dying mentality.
RESPECT!!
- Missing alot of Fun....
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- reikenn
- March 19th, 23:12
People say that when u graduate, go to army, you had just step into another world. People also said that in the army, you can learn a lot of fun stuffs eg. rifles bla bla bla....
But for those serving the army right now and looking at the facebook occasionally, don't u all feel sad that we are actually missing out alot of fun? Indeed in the army, we got to know more friends, do crazy stuffs together, suffer together, but looking at people going overseas having their games tour (i don't remember going to hong kong or what) while the places we go in army are like taiwan and brunei....
Looking at the pictures i hang on the wall in my room, i am really missing out a lot. Dempsey Hill, Mint Toy Museum, Timbre, Singapore Poly, Joe & Ben house... all these places that i used to go during poly and sec sch freely. Now?? Maybe only sat sun or even worst, not even once a month.
My only advice to those who just graduated, in sec sch, poly or studying... PLEASE... Enjoy yourself. You don't know what is the luxury of studying and having fun.
- Life is never the same again...
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- reikenn
- March 13th, 15:30
So i am here in my room sitting infront of the computer eating cup noodles. my girlfriend just gotten herself a job at a place where i think she would like it. A place with great opportunites and here i am, still stuck in somewhere. I am very free now, in fact everyone is. But why we look so busy? Why we have so many things to do yet everything seems to be done yet they are not. I don't know why.
IT show has already started. There are so many things that i wish to buy, yet i cannot buy because i do not have a reason to. I bought myself a PS3 which is now rotting at home. I don't even know what urge me to buy the PS3 at that time, when i myself know i would not have time for it. Moreover, i bought GTA3 which needs a lot of time to play and i did not really play. Wasting money?
I am actually thinking about the future. Career, Jobs, Money, Cars.... I wish to start saving, i am very motivated, but everytime i am in town or anywhere, i just feel like buying. Example recently, i just saw a camera in the newspaper and i just want to buy it even though i know i would not use it. Shopaholic? i really don't know, and in fact my financial status dun allow me to do that.
- Thunderstorm...
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- reikenn
- March 5th, 22:31
i am starting this suddenly cos i feel, i have so much to say yet no where to express myself. i used to have a blog. but it is practically dead now. and i feel like starting this again just a simple one.
i am looking out the window. heavy thunderstorm like so suddenly. just like the way i am feeling now. suddenly the weather is so good, the next min it rain like crazy.
sometimes like what people say, where i am at now screw up big time. we are suppose to be the elites but we always fail by the way we plan. i got my nights off cancelled practically tomorrow, sat is my final proper book out before brunei trip. that practically means i have abt 2 months not to be at home peacefully or 2 months of coming out and going back in. Families, Friends, where am i suppose to put them. it confuse me a lot because from what i learn, i am suppose to protect them, but i am pulling away from them.
i am wondering why i wish to be here so much at times. what is there to prove. after the unit attachment, my impression of being what i want to be change totally. the job was not as easy as everyone thinks, we may not meet our friends or family for weeks. i suddenly feel the pay does not cover back what we lost. In the end, i may not be doing things i really like, yet i have to do it.
Is this really what i want? Flipping back my diary beside me, it brings back a lot of memories. i feel i have a responsibility to do well for others for myself. but what i feel best now is the way to motivate myself before i am able to motivate others. because at other places, no one is there to motivate us but we have to motivate others.
Sometimes its just a pain that no one will understand. Maybe humans are always like that, thinking the grass next door is greener.
